saddest monthsary
lonely. i have never felt this kind of loneliness in my entire life. it’s crushing me into pieces.
i never thought he’d ever let feel alone. i know it’s just a simple mistake… but him, reacting that way makes me think. does it really work that way?
if you really wanna do something, you’d look for ways just to make it happen. i tired of hearing excuses.
blames. excuses. they are all tiring.
alone in the church with tears trying very hard to fall down in my cheeks (good thing my friend didn’t saw it). alone in the jeepney. alone walking while it was raining. alone buying books. again, i went home with no one. i went home alone on one of our special days.
*my side may be too superficial and if that’s what you think, i don’t know how will you ever understand my feelings in the future. do you even understand me at all?
Tags: alone, blames, excuses, gyk, jools, lonely, love life, monthsary, sad, saddest, superficial, understanding
gyk (JAYK) is currently residing at angeles city, pampanga here in the philippines, she's also taking up BS Nursing at AUF. she's 18 y/o and doesn't care with her grammar. she is proud to say that she's in a relationship with a wonderful guy. she loves sweets (but who doesn't?) and coffee. internet and watching dvds makes her boredom get out of her way. she is addicted to tv series like gossip girl, OTH and house, m.d. music soothes her. she barely send sms/text messages. she just only text her bf. ;). she loves critics, it's either she'll take it positively or laugh about it. she lives her life the way she wants it to be. for her, nothing beats spending time with her loved ones and lastly, she sees to it that god is always on the top of her list. 
Awwwww… Don’t worry too much. Someone will eventually come. Loneliness is just a night in the road - and it’ll pass.
February 24th, 2008 at 5:43 am
i know how you’re feelin’ sis… that’s what i feel too… nung monthsary din namin ng bf kew… what’s worse dun niya cinabing cool-off mkamehhh./… huhuhuh… i miss him
February 27th, 2008 at 3:04 am
aww. huuuug* I hope you feel better soon, Gyk.
March 2nd, 2008 at 12:30 pm
He’s busy with school/work? *sad face*
Aww. *hug* I just hope that everything will go back to normal. And maging ok na kau.
March 15th, 2008 at 4:52 pm
loqng jools yan ah. hehe. maaaus dn yan. mwah!
March 23rd, 2008 at 2:29 am