the friendly stranger is almost gone.
I don’t understand how people can change this much. One day
they’re all you can have and the next, they’re a stranger to you.
i guess that’s the reason why it is so hard for me to expect a lot from other people. expecting that they will be returning what you are giving to them is already banned in my life. that’s how my life works. i started feeling like this a few years ago. it’s like i have been addicted to this feeling. just like dr. gregory house (HOUSE m.d.) who’s addicted to vicodine (pain killer) because he can’t tolerate the pain. i know it’s so lame of me not taking risk. i just want to get away from the pain (though i’m feel it right now).
i have already predicted that things are going to changed. that’s why i didn’t expect. and i still don’t want to expect. and that’s why i built distance between us. i don’t want to repeat history again coz i will just give you problems. it’s hard to admitt this but yes, i am losing one friend. i don’t know if i’ll be doing anything about it. why? because i think it must be her who should do something, i guess. and the saying that promises are meant to be broken can be really true. but what the hell, i have my friends anyway. the old ones and the new ones.
to the reader of this post (if there would be one), i know something may pop up in your head and saying to it that i don’t know the value of this friend. i know. she’s one of my greatest friends. but it took me time to accept that she’s fading away. arggh. i have never been this uber dramatic about someone. anyway, i will surely miss her. really.
well speaking of pain pala, this blog has been a great help for me (thanks to shey who inspired me on blogging). this blog is my very own therapy.
Tags: changes, friendship, happy, sad
gyk (JAYK) is currently residing at angeles city, pampanga here in the philippines, she's also taking up BS Nursing at AUF. she's 18 y/o and doesn't care with her grammar. she is proud to say that she's in a relationship with a wonderful guy. she loves sweets (but who doesn't?) and coffee. internet and watching dvds makes her boredom get out of her way. she is addicted to tv series like gossip girl, OTH and house, m.d. music soothes her. she barely send sms/text messages. she just only text her bf. ;). she loves critics, it's either she'll take it positively or laugh about it. she lives her life the way she wants it to be. for her, nothing beats spending time with her loved ones and lastly, she sees to it that god is always on the top of her list. 
i guess you guys should try to rebuild the friendship.. sayang naman kung mawawala sha..
hope you guys will be fine
November 29th, 2007 at 11:42 pm