monsters on the rocks.
no, i won’t be talking about school today. maybe tomorrow, or the next day. we’re not yet facing hell school works yet that’s why i still bloghopped on your sites for this week and even joined blogkadahan.org.
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that’s the thing about relationships. sometimes they look prettier from the outside. and what’s inside can be different than it seems. -sex and the city.
whenever i tell a friend that jools and i fought for that day, they usually say that we never looked like we did. we still look casual and sometimes, people tell that we look cute together. i think that’s because i’m like a child whenever i get mad at him. you know, a child who has this monster face when you steal his/her chocolate.
i don’t know how we do it but when we are on a stupid fight, it’s not that really obvious. we actually fight over the same things, over and over again. the things that are hard for me to get over with. fighting like monsters. others think that we are in an almost-perfect relationship but the truth is, we are not. i realized that after what happened with all the girls and one boy who had interfere in our lives actually jeopardize this relationship that i’m hanging into. i had forgiven him but it’s hard to forget of what he did.
but so? i love him and why am i arguing with myself about this knowing that in the end, i’ll still be on his side. and even though our relationship is on the rocks, what matters is that we are working on it, making our way out of these darn rocks.
gyk (JAYK) is currently residing at angeles city, pampanga here in the philippines, she's also taking up BS Nursing at AUF. she's 18 y/o and doesn't care with her grammar. she is proud to say that she's in a relationship with a wonderful guy. she loves sweets (but who doesn't?) and coffee. internet and watching dvds makes her boredom get out of her way. she is addicted to tv series like gossip girl, OTH and house, m.d. music soothes her. she barely send sms/text messages. she just only text her bf. ;). she loves critics, it's either she'll take it positively or laugh about it. she lives her life the way she wants it to be. for her, nothing beats spending time with her loved ones and lastly, she sees to it that god is always on the top of her list. 
I will totally agree with you.
My relationship isn’t great at all. We have fights and silly arguments, which we later work out. The worst thing is when we actually have different views on things. The all thing starts from a small “no” into “shut up”. Eh, it’s because he’s a strong choleric and I’m melancholic/choleric.
I can bet it all would look different if we actually were able to see each other for real.
November 9th, 2007 at 12:55 pm
“that’s the thing about relationships. sometimes they look prettier from the outside. and what’s inside can be different than it seems.”
i find this very true..
November 9th, 2007 at 1:51 pm
that hit me!
well you’re right..
“i love him and why am i arguing with myself about this knowing that in the end, i’ll still be on his side. ”
ilove him! haha
you know what im talking about.. 
gift for you btw,
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November 9th, 2007 at 7:03 pm
I hope your relationship works out. I think it’s better to be in a relationship where your obviously not fighting and not making a scene. Unless it’s abusive or something.
November 9th, 2007 at 11:01 pm
aww. that’s so sweet.
it’s not that easy dealing with relationships.
bata pa ako so I haven’t been to such deeper and much serious relationship like yours but I know it’s hard.
It’s hard keeping each other… because of the people around you and things that happen.
November 10th, 2007 at 12:41 am
unfortunately he did make a scene, but that was back in highschool. we don’t do that kind of things anymore.
November 10th, 2007 at 2:02 am
I’m currently experiencing commitment phobia, so I’m probably the least qualified person to give advice on relationship issues.
November 10th, 2007 at 3:40 am
being in a relationship is not always easy… you have to deal with things that you wouldn’t want to… but the good thing is that you’re still both there for each other…
November 10th, 2007 at 5:52 am
trivia: i almost had a commitment-phobia..
November 10th, 2007 at 8:31 am