pancakes in the afternoon.
who said pancakes are only served in the morning? does pancake house opens only in the morning? no, right? well, i made some pancakes when julian came over this afternoon, he’s addicted to pancakes. but apparently, he thinks that my pancakes needs more sugar. arghh. and the iced tea that i made turned into a calamansi juice. so fine, i’m not the one who is good in the kitchen. actually, i only become good in the kitchen whenever i eat foods in there. i eat a lot, that’s why i got amoebiasis last 3 weeks. anyway, while eating pancakes, jools (julian) and i were also playing ps2 games. i always beat him in racing games (crash tag team racing) but not in the adventure-type of games, like crash of the titans. we love crash bandicoot! hay, it was really fun. i really do have fun with him. 
but enough of the date.
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Look. We both know life is short. Too short to waste a
single second with anyone who doesn’t appreciate and value you.
i only choose a few people whom i will treat as my true friends. why? one, i’m not too friendly (well, i can really be friendly but not to everyone). and two, it’s hard for me to trust my secrets and feelings to others. i don’t spill secrets to someone unless i think he/she can keep it. i don’t care too much to someone unless i know that he/she won’t me take for granted. fine, think of me as a murky, twisty and an anti-social kid.
but will it crash your heart when one of your FEW true friends took you for granted? that your friend is too busy with her life to have some time with you? someone who is just contented that you are still staying by her side and still care for that friend?
if you think that i’m the one who is staying and caring for my friend, no i’m not that person. i am the one who is too busy with my life to have time with my friend. yes, i am such a horrible person. so it crashes my heart that i took one of my few friends for granted. that i was busy having fun with others while she’s finding some ways, making a huge effort just to talk to me. and it also crashes my heart because i crashed my friend’s heart. arggh. i hate ME. </3
gyk (JAYK) is currently residing at angeles city, pampanga here in the philippines, she's also taking up BS Nursing at AUF. she's 18 y/o and doesn't care with her grammar. she is proud to say that she's in a relationship with a wonderful guy. she loves sweets (but who doesn't?) and coffee. internet and watching dvds makes her boredom get out of her way. she is addicted to tv series like gossip girl, OTH and house, m.d. music soothes her. she barely send sms/text messages. she just only text her bf. ;). she loves critics, it's either she'll take it positively or laugh about it. she lives her life the way she wants it to be. for her, nothing beats spending time with her loved ones and lastly, she sees to it that god is always on the top of her list. 
I never believed that meals should be for a certain time of day. I love breakfast anytime and I’m weird–I like dinner leftovers for breakfast sometimes too.
Eh–I understand how you feel with being too busy sometimes for your friends. If you are good friends, they’ll understand. Sometimes, you just have to MAKE the time.
November 2nd, 2007 at 1:03 pm
well, i do believe that pancakes is not only for morning coz i do it some of them in the eve..
November 2nd, 2007 at 3:36 pm
I like waffles more than pancakes. But pancakes are goof.
lol I like Crash too…
You can still make things up to your friend (she’s still alive right?).
Let her know how sorry you are, and that you see how you acted was wrong?
November 2nd, 2007 at 7:46 pm
err.. natamaan aco dun ah.. grabe.
it’s also hard for me to trust people.. and i’m not that friendly.. plus i’ve also been a horrible friend in the past.
wee.. i love that post!
November 3rd, 2007 at 1:07 am
hmm… others have mistaken me of being suplado… well, like yu, im not really that friendly like approach somebody who i hardly know but i really really treasure true friends,
im not really a secretive person. it is not just my nature to share things that i think is nonsense..
PS
kung tinitignan ka ng mga tao jan na para kang nire-rape. titigan mo rin na para mo silang pinapatay!!
haha!!
November 3rd, 2007 at 7:26 am
i do eat pancakes any time of the day. basta gutom, kahit kailan pwede kumain. LOL.
i am friendly to everyone but i do not easily give in to tricks to tell secrets of my personal life. you know, someone may have grudges on you at some point in time.
you can make up with that friend of yours. talk to him/her sometime. yung kayo lang, para mas personal. i mean hearttoheart, ganun.
November 3rd, 2007 at 10:23 am
omg… thank you so much for making me realize that i need to spend more time with my friends… especially now that our ojt is coming, we might not spend that much time with each other anymore…
November 3rd, 2007 at 1:46 pm
hmm nabasa ko rin yung ibang mga comments nila..
marami pala tayong mga may pagkaanti-social dito..
hindi rin kase ako masyadong friendly. Kumbaga sa isang gathering kung saan siguro hindi tayo magkakakilala, hindi kita kakausapin kung hindi ikaw ang mauna kumausap sakin..
hmm you know what to do naman na, it’s good that you realize and accepted your mistakes.. now it’s time to make a move. show your friend you love them kahit na minsan eh nawawalan talaga ng time..
goodluck
November 3rd, 2007 at 3:59 pm
ako kase masarap lang for me and pancake pag umaga, i dunnno why! haha. anyway, adik ako dti sa ps2 lalo na ang racing nga at marvel. hehe
November 3rd, 2007 at 5:37 pm
nagutom ako bigla..
November 3rd, 2007 at 8:16 pm
yeah.. you’re one of us.
ganian din ako. i won’t talk to someone unless he/she will not talk to me first.
November 3rd, 2007 at 11:15 pm
November 4th, 2007 at 4:42 am
hai. can i boroow ur life? hehe.
ts gud dat u r sensitive now of wt juz hapend b/w u and ur frend. fix it, dear.
November 4th, 2007 at 8:15 am
Pancakes = Love ~
nakakagutom.. wah! Naiisip kong bumili ng pancakes for next week~ hmm
November 4th, 2007 at 2:51 pm
ngek.. sige, let’s trade lives for a day..
thanks.. yun nga, i’m trying to fix it.
November 4th, 2007 at 3:40 pm